Fuck you. Fuck everything you wna do.
It's not fair at all.

I shall say today is one of the most tiring day and somehow a great day too, perhaps. I didn't know that my life revolves too much around work/school and my boyfriend. I'm so pleased I never gave up on him, well I almost did the other time. Yeah, when things are getting out of hand initially you will just speak things out without realizing that your mind is totally lost. Somehow I totally agree with it. Ah, I think girl's are much more dependent on our own thoughts and thinking. Rightttttttttttttttttttttttt~

Today ended so fast. And now my eyes are ridiculously hefty from the lack of sleep that I just had.
Had work in the morning nd met up with the boys. I spent a lot, again. Times and times again, I always told myself to spend wisely but haiya everything's seems too tempting and irresistible. True? Anyway, I had a great time with you and the rest too!

Hello hello.

Wah, I suddenly have the sudden urge to blog at this hour. Tomorrow its gonna be another long and tiring day. By the way, I've learned my lesson that its a MUST for me to bring an umbrella everyday to avoid me from getting all drenched like the other day. It was so stupid to stand under the shelter and wait till the rain stop without knowing that I'm already late for half an hour! To be honest, I was hoping for a kind soul to approach me and AT LEAST give me some help.

But :( neh. it's so excruciating knowing SOME people nowadays. Well, I've got no choice but to cross over running under the rain until I almost slipped. Bleahs.

Ever since work has started, it seems to occupy every single day except for sunday. Duh. It's pretty tiring but then I'm still trying to adapt and yeah still getting used to it. My first day of school was indeed fun. Just the part when it comes to break time, all the i'm-the-big-gangster-in-this-school girls will look at us like as if we did something wrong or something. Haha. You know typical these days. Tsk.

About my boyfriend and I, it's still the same. We fought a lot, when I say a lot means its really got to do with a mass of reasons. I do have a pleasant time with him at times but when it comes to the same old shits I will tend to scold him vulgar. I know my bad. He knew I will always have a time off and he knew I'd always want to have things my way. But you know I love you right?

I still trying to understand and accept all the facts. I don't think I've to list it all here. But one thing, study hard. Try to make it to O's. Don't be like me. I still have this feeling of regret :( Just one point away. Sigh. I know you can make it. ;)

Shall head to bed right now. Bye!

Everything's fine except for the extreme shitty shit happened in the late afternoon. Will just let the pictures do the talking. Eh some pictures M18 ah, sorry. :P



Aright, its already my Day 3 of work and I didn't know that 'office' is one of the biggest/toughest/hardest task I've ever came across. My goodness. Only god knows how exhausted I am right now though I only sit down on my desk most of the time. haha. I was in-charge of the receptionist as well as the Admin task.

you know,

Its not easy. Its NOT easy than what I'm expected all this while. Okay, I shall not whine anymore. Monday will be my so called 'test' to see how much I've learned this few days and soon I'm going to be all alone handling everything on my own under receptionist. :( Besides, I was scheduled to Clementi campus for my off-the-job training every tuesday. More and more task coming in. Grr.

Anyway, I've so many things to share. But pretty lazy right now. Perhaps on the weekends?
Gotta share with you about this particular someone who's so clumsy, so dumb or any words that you can think off. And the person whom I referring to is.........................

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ME!

Just wait nd see. Its was the most stupid moment in my whole entire life.

YAY! I GOT A GOOD NEWS!!

Finally! After so long I felt much more relieved now. Thank god, I've been accepted for the Traineeship course under the SSA Group. I don't know how happy I am right now when I just received a phone call from them ten minutes ago. I can't explain this feeling. wah.

I know la, its not a big deal. But too me its really something matter so much. I wasn't successful on my first interview. Finally I did it! :D I'm going to start this Wednesday. No more rotting nd lazing at home.

hahahahaha :B

I really need to stop buying new clothes online. Its such a waste that in the end I won't have the chance to wear them. Sigh. Thought of selling it but I'm really making a huge loss there :( how? I need to go out. I'm sick and tired of staying at home.

Amanda Har, when are we meeting again? grr~



Why on earth I'm feeling kind of regret of not choosing going to school? I've got my choice. I already on the right path for my future. Sigh. Till now I've yet to start school, start something on business, having into a new environment. Its taking way too long already :( I need school. I want to go school please. sigh. Earlier today, I went for interview over at SSA consulting group at Kembangan. So far la. Hopefully they gonna call me up tmrw and give me the good news. Besides its gonna be 8th January!

Pray hard for me please. I need to start very soon and I want to end it fast. There were two other malay girls went for interview as well. Today wasn't really that bad. I'm not nervous at all. Maybe partly because she's a lady! Haha. And she doesn't even know how to read my result slip. I got four for my maths and she asked, is four good or not good? -.-"

okay, shall not be too confident. Will see how's the outcome very very soon yeah.