Thursday, November 12, 2009
Can anyone explain to me exactly what's the meaning of love? Is it always a must for it to have fight, argue over a small matter? Does it take one person to always give in? I don't know. I'm so confused.
Anyway, yeah. Too many things happened lately. There's ups and down. But th down have always been happening between my boyfriend and I. Like I've said, I don't know why. I really don't know. And its really bugs me a lot. As much as I wanted to him to know that I really do love him, there will always some things which blocking my way. And it will results to a really disastrous conflict.
Maybe I should or must stop this haughty act which I think I'm just pretending just to show that I'm really strong to accept and go through all this shits happening to me every single day. I retaliate, I will shout to him, I will scold him, I will show him all my attitude problem. That's me. I really have a strong egoness in me which really hard for people to tolerate with. Do you people think I really deserve someone like him? Guess not.
But I can't do anything, this is just part of me. You, who I really need th most to accept every of my flaws and treat me like a pretty diamond which you will take care of it and afraid to let it fall. I don't like people to change me. Ever since I started working over at Precious thots in Raffles city, every day and night it really saddens me seeing those pretty cute figurines. It really sweet.
I came upon a lady who approached this evening.
That lady: Hey, can you give me any suggestions for what I can give for my boyfriend as a bday? I'm running late.
Me: Oh, *walk around and look for something adorable* Why don't you give him this? Its really nice.
The msg was, I love you this much.
Thank you so much. Ok I take this.
Me: *Awwww* and walk to th store room to take the stock.
Whenever i'm free, I would always walk around those shelves and take a good look and browsing through all the figurines. No doubt, I will contentedly smile all by myself. That's one of th good things about it, you know.
What a long grandmother story which I think its not necessary for you to know. But I'm just sharing how adorable th figurines is which is about the size of your head can cost you over hundred dollars. Half of your head will make you spend on it abt 60-80plus, hmm not bad but I still think its quite expensive. HAHA. I think I'm gonna get myself one? I think so.
Okla. Not working tomorrow. But might consider going back to my previous job to kill time. I don't know. Grr. Anyway, Happy 5th Month baby. I'm going to book you one of the day next week, I wna go out!
That lady: Hey, can you give me any suggestions for what I can give for my boyfriend as a bday? I'm running late.
Me: Oh, *walk around and look for something adorable* Why don't you give him this? Its really nice.
The msg was, I love you this much.
Not even 30seceonds and she said,
Thank you so much. Ok I take this.
Me: *Awwww* and walk to th store room to take the stock.
Yeah, I'm jealous. Of course.
Whenever i'm free, I would always walk around those shelves and take a good look and browsing through all the figurines. No doubt, I will contentedly smile all by myself. That's one of th good things about it, you know.
What a long grandmother story which I think its not necessary for you to know. But I'm just sharing how adorable th figurines is which is about the size of your head can cost you over hundred dollars. Half of your head will make you spend on it abt 60-80plus, hmm not bad but I still think its quite expensive. HAHA. I think I'm gonna get myself one? I think so.
Okla. Not working tomorrow. But might consider going back to my previous job to kill time. I don't know. Grr. Anyway, Happy 5th Month baby. I'm going to book you one of the day next week, I wna go out!