its 2.30 in e morning right now. My baby went t bed alr. I've been sleeping very late these few days. Insomnia. Am still not sleepy, my sister is using e laptop right now nd she's browsing through th youtube for songs. Such a nuisance nd its like time for sleep. Hello? Not only that, e radio was switched on too. So many hari raya songs. -.- so I'm blogging through my phone. Ohhh, my birthday is coming! I wna go shopping :( pay day coming nd mommeh just gave me moneh! Hahaha.whatever girl. Sry am just too hyper. Crank post, my english al went haywire alr :s





That pretty boy always sleep without telling me.
He always sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep.


Chicken breast you. :(



Prom Night 2009, "You make me smile"

Nevertheless, it was one of the best time I've ever had in my entire life. Really. The prom night was great, th place was alluring which filled with all those pretty decorations and th waiters are well organized. Alright, I didn't regret this. Well thanks to me because at the first thought I really didn't want to go. And now, how I wish I could turn back those times.

Raah, I'm starting to miss school now :/



Am supposed to work today but they called me last minute not to come. -____-" I was already out on my way out planned to meet my boyfriend first and then he's gna send me to work. So yeah. since it didn't turn out as planned, I went over to his place. Some of his friends were there too.

Went out for lunch in the afternoon. We had Mac for lunch and its been like about two weeks for me I last went there. Haha. Besides that, its been raining heavily these few days. I shall say that its good. Opps. And because of that my boyf didn't turn up for his soccer training. Ahaha :D
Yep, I had another 'second' great time spent again with him today in the night. Good for you.

Okla. My boyf also went to sleep already. I guess. I don't know if I'm working or not tomorrow. :/ If not, then I think I wna go see that loverboy soccer match. But he won't be playing leh. How?
Gonna hit the bed now, goodnight people. :>

I'm all weak. I'm not strong to go through this all by myself.

Edited.
as if I was invisible. I hate boys with psp. no offence.

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with."

Aww. I knew it. I know you will be mine.
Cause the whole world knows that I love Muhd Fawwaz.







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I've this sudden feelings that I'm actually kinda miss going to school. Really. I've complained so much about school when it comes to a part that we need to wake up early in the morning. One thing that appear in my mind now was during th malay class whereby we would run just to get in class on time nd to escape from singing, standing in front of the whole class.

haha. Its so hilarious. It happened to me once and I sang Happy Birthday song. Zz. No doubt that I miss my classmates. I miss sitting at the back of the class in a group and we will start taking pictures or we would laugh non-stop. It was great? Yeah. I've no confident in going up to sec 5 so perhaps you know what I mean.

Talking about the prom night. I don't think I'll be going. But I don't know. Part of me wants to go.
Ohman. :( How?

Any suggestions?

Oh yeah, yesterday when I was on my way to work at the mrt station. May I know who shouted my name and waving at me hysterically? Haha. Really. I really can't see, I mean I got a very poor eye sight. I only put my contact lens when i've reached my work place.

I felt so bad if I don't wave at them back. In my heart was, 'who th f are you people?' laugh out loud. Instead I waved back and pretended that I could see them. My bad. Am sorry. Maybe if any of you came across my blog, do let me know. I'm v sorry.

ahaha!

Can anyone explain to me exactly what's the meaning of love? Is it always a must for it to have fight, argue over a small matter? Does it take one person to always give in? I don't know. I'm so confused.

Anyway, yeah. Too many things happened lately. There's ups and down. But th down have always been happening between my boyfriend and I. Like I've said, I don't know why. I really don't know. And its really bugs me a lot. As much as I wanted to him to know that I really do love him, there will always some things which blocking my way. And it will results to a really disastrous conflict.

Maybe I should or must stop this haughty act which I think I'm just pretending just to show that I'm really strong to accept and go through all this shits happening to me every single day. I retaliate, I will shout to him, I will scold him, I will show him all my attitude problem. That's me. I really have a strong egoness in me which really hard for people to tolerate with. Do you people think I really deserve someone like him? Guess not.

But I can't do anything, this is just part of me. You, who I really need th most to accept every of my flaws and treat me like a pretty diamond which you will take care of it and afraid to let it fall. I don't like people to change me. Ever since I started working over at Precious thots in Raffles city, every day and night it really saddens me seeing those pretty cute figurines. It really sweet.



I'm so bored. I've the urge to blog but the thing is there's nothing I can talk about. I've been facing th laptop screen for like hours already? Yeah. Simply because i'm hella bored and I met my boyfriend in the afternoon for awhile only. Yeah, so far so good. He's getting along with my parents or should I say my family pretty well now. :> I took about 123456789 hours to force him to come in.

Anyway, the time flies really fast. It's already November. Gate of hell will be really soon. You know what is it? Results. Yeah results. To top it off, my birthday is like in less than a month. On th 13th of December, 12am on the dot the first thing I'm gonna do is to tease my boyfriend. hahahaha. You know I know eh b. hahaha. :P

This year would be much more different than last year. :( Last year I got my all girls to celebrate with. This year? I don't know. Just don't feel the good vibes about it. :( No birthday celebration for me this year, I guess. :(

Okay, its finally Tuesday. Kinda feeling sexited about tomorrow. Gonna start my new job again. :> But my current job, I still don't know what should I say to them. Everyone's looking for me. I feel so bad cause I actually told them I'll be coming back in one or two weeks time. D: You know, my heart was uneasy.

Ok anyway, I still love my boyfriend as ever. But today, evening at about 7pm, this two twins really gave me the biggest, shock-est shocked in my whole entire life. They're whacked. This is what happened. I was in the bus on my way home from Tampines.

Me: baby.
F: Yes syg.
Me: What u doing?
F: In the ambulance.
Me: ????????????
F: I fall and cut my head :(
Me: Stop playing a fool.
F: I'm serious.
Me: Swear?
F: Yes
Me: B pls uh. Jgn maen2.

Okaay, this part I don't believe. I know it was meant to be a joke. The next
msg I received was...

F: I swear.
Me: Don't lie uh. I don't believe.

This part somehow I believe and this 'worry' and 'afraid' feelings came. Didn't get any reply from him. Few minutes later. Got a text msg from Fawzy. Hell of shocked.

Fawzy: Zira Waz cnt msg uh. He's in pain. He otw to Tan Tock Seng. Later I'll text you he's condition . Relax don't panic kay.

Do you know how I felt at that point of time? Urgh.

Me: eh. serious or what?? You not kidding right?

See those question marks? I've never text people with many questions marks before la.
haha.

Fawzy: No laa. Chill kay . Just pray that he's fine kay.
Me: What happened seh?
Fawzy: Idk. Die mcm kene sawan uh.
Me: Sawan tu ape ke bende seh. Alahai. Okla okla.

Wait. Zaman bile seh still got this Sawan thing? -.-" But really my heart skipped a beat. It was beating very very fast. My eyes became teary and I was speechless. In th bus, can you imagine.
Was darn sleepy that time. When I get to know this, ahhhhhh my eyes open damn wide already. From sleepy became not sleepy already. hahahah.

One minute later, received a call from his house phone. My mind was thinking who can it be. First thing came up to my mind was their parents. hahahahah! stfu.

I picked up.

Me: Hello?
AND THESE TWO BOYS HERE WAS LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF.

Bloody hell. They will get it from me soon enough. If kena heart attack how uh?
So paiseh. HAHAHA. Actually I got a lot of pictures to upload but I got no usb cable :(
Will upload it on the next update. Gonna have my rest now, nights. :>

Sorry, my english today svcks a lot. :D