Sunday, September 13, 2009
It really does take many negative thoughts and persistent negative thinking to bring something negative in your life. However, if you persist in thinking negative thought over a period of time, they well appear in your life. If you worry about having negative thoughts, you will attract more worrying about your negative thoughts, and multiply them at the same time. (True?) Decide right now that you are going to think only good thoughts. At the same time, proclaim that all your good thoughts are powerful, and that any negative are weak.
Alright, I should always remember and always will. Cause I usually told myself that I can't do it,
I always said that studies are all difficult, I always say whatever things I want to do impossible, I always thought that failure will always be a failure.
Let's change it the way around.
I know its holidays, I guess I've been slacking and put my studies aside whereby I always wanted to sit down and study. I tried to eradicate the tense feeling. But its hard. :/
I lost all my focus and momentum to study.
Shit.
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Well, what priorities me now is all about my N level and my boyfriend and friends to f force me to study and wake me up from all this comfort zone. Hari Raya is like in a week time. I didn't buy new clothes. I didn't get to buy new shoe. I didn't get to buy new bag. I didn't get to get to do my hair or change hairstyle. I didn't get to go out to town. I didn't get to go to Geylang.
This is went we went to geylang and even break fast together.
And below, 2008.
It's good to sometime stare at the picture and reminisce how these beautiful peoples once step in your life before sharing all the boisterous laughter and joy. This was back then, but now everyone seems to be enjoying their own life. Even I was being neglected, they're still known as the people whom I called 'friends.'
I don't know when will I have the time or should I just forget about all this celebrations?
I won't be happy, I won't be enjoying. Likewise I've stated. And my boyfriend won't be in Spore for like three weeks. This year, nothing meant to me but I'm thankful to have my beautiful friends and my wonderful boyfriend. Winks ;)
I'm sorry whenever you read my blog, I've been bragging about this. Cause seriously there's nothing interesting happened lately. Absolutely nothing.
1am, apologize to my only boyfriend who's soundly asleep now for sleeping very late and make you angry. I love you