Wednesday, July 29, 2009
I love you and you love me. That's all we'll ever need.
Oh hello again, I'm currently in school right now. Hvaing Cpa lesson, but since not the full class here, the teacher gave us two free periods. Eventually, I was the only girl in the computer lab. Whereby the rest went for their oral. How sad.
Even the guys are playing some online games. The sound effect is irritating.
Same goes to the teacher, he's playing too. Gosh.
Teacher joined the students. Where actually he's supposed to be the one teaching now.
haha, but it's good though. Once in awhile, without hearing the teacher's voice. Cause seriously, his voice is like you imagine when someone swollowed the microphone. haha, no doubt. It's the fact. ^___^
Today, I guess I'll be going home alone. My boyfriend alr wemt for his tuition, and he don't even bother to reply my msg. Why? He's mad at me cause I said a vulgar word to him. )))): I've already apologise but he didn't care about me. So what to do.
Let's wait and see. )):
Time shows, two-forty now. Fifteen minutes lesson will end. Will be going over to Tpy to meet the buyer. Soooooooo troublesome. And will be studying at night.
That's all for today!
Eh my boyfriend just texted me, and he's waiting downstairs! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! :))))))))))
Ahhhhhhhhhh, fuck.
So how many times should I blog the same thing over and over again? This is the second time that I've completed in blogging and I accidentally pressed something, it's all gone. Damn.
Let's recall I've just said just now.
First thing first, I had school. Instead of going home at twelve-thirty, I went back at five cause I had my N' level oral. It was a..... DISASTER. I swear. I lost my confidence, and everything was messed up. I didn't even know what I'm talking about until I said an english word. Yay me.
I did badly, very very bad.
My boyf waited for me, and we rushed home. As planned, he wanted me to accompany him to Queensway, but in the end I'm still staying at home cause he's father is going. I had no choice but to stay at home and revise my work instead. On the bottom line, my prelim is starting this Monday. Gosh.
Time flies really fast. I felt that June Holidays just over but surprisingly, it's already coming to the end of July. N'level will be next month. Anyone prepared? Frankly, I'm not. But study is still on going. :) But but, it's hard for me to cope. What's more in Sec5, hopefully I'll be promoted. Amin! We had already given the prelim 2 art coursework, still I've yet to touch or even start on it.
Hoooooooooooooooooooow? Studies+Art equates TOUGH LUCK.
Okay, please stop whining. Perseverance! Yeah.
I'm still wondering what is my boyf doing now. I'm sure he's happily walking arould searching and buying his new boots now, and this means that not long later he's going to leave. For weeks ))): No one to talk otp, No one going to pick me up from school, No one going to send me home, No one to text to, No one to go to Btp with, No one going to pinch me, No one going to and it goes on )):
Haiya. Its okay.
Last but not least, I got a couple of pictures to share. Let's upload some hilarious pictures of my boyf. HAHA.
Don't laugh okay.
I still love my pretty boyfriend. Mwah mwah. :))
So how many times should I blog the same thing over and over again? This is the second time that I've completed in blogging and I accidentally pressed something, it's all gone. Damn.
Let's recall I've just said just now.
First thing first, I had school. Instead of going home at twelve-thirty, I went back at five cause I had my N' level oral. It was a..... DISASTER. I swear. I lost my confidence, and everything was messed up. I didn't even know what I'm talking about until I said an english word. Yay me.
I did badly, very very bad.
My boyf waited for me, and we rushed home. As planned, he wanted me to accompany him to Queensway, but in the end I'm still staying at home cause he's father is going. I had no choice but to stay at home and revise my work instead. On the bottom line, my prelim is starting this Monday. Gosh.
Time flies really fast. I felt that June Holidays just over but surprisingly, it's already coming to the end of July. N'level will be next month. Anyone prepared? Frankly, I'm not. But study is still on going. :) But but, it's hard for me to cope. What's more in Sec5, hopefully I'll be promoted. Amin! We had already given the prelim 2 art coursework, still I've yet to touch or even start on it.
Hoooooooooooooooooooow? Studies+Art equates TOUGH LUCK.
Okay, please stop whining. Perseverance! Yeah.
I'm still wondering what is my boyf doing now. I'm sure he's happily walking arould searching and buying his new boots now, and this means that not long later he's going to leave. For weeks ))): No one to talk otp, No one going to pick me up from school, No one going to send me home, No one to text to, No one to go to Btp with, No one going to pinch me, No one going to and it goes on )):
Haiya. Its okay.
Last but not least, I got a couple of pictures to share. Let's upload some hilarious pictures of my boyf. HAHA.
Don't laugh okay.
I still love my pretty boyfriend. Mwah mwah. :))
Friday, July 24, 2009
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School was fine today, I like. :)
Have i ever told you that I ever baked cookies for my boyfriend that day? And i didn't bother to upload the pictures and how is the outcome for the whole process? Heh. So here is it, don't mind them. Some were burnt. HAHA.
Look, her oven can bake like 100 cookies. NOT. :D
I still miss this boy up here. I'm wondering what is he doing now. Where is he now. Gosh. I wanted to accompany him to Bedok for his soccer but he insisted. ): Its hard for me to get through him now. So how? I miss you leh.
Well, still thinking what should I do now. Firstly, Homeworks are still waiting for me to do. Secondly, Prelim two are in two weeks time. Thirdly, I must do well cause I've promised my teacher and promised myself. Fourthly, prepaid's low and I can't text my boyfriend. (but hey, I'm getting it later!) Fifth, I still have not yet to buy the Adidas slipper. Sixth, I'm pissed why the hell is the text box is this bloody blogger suddenly turn very small. Seventh, I still have yet to take a shower. Eight, I'm hungry. Ninth, I miss my boyfriend. Tenth, I'm bored.
Ten facts about me now. I know, what a random and cranky post. I'M JUST DEAD BORED. Alright, wanna take a shower and head to Northpoint to buy somethings.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Have you ever wonder why some parents go against their children? Trying to stop them doing things. I mean, yeah I know they care. But isn't its their life to do things on their own. For atleast being an independent person and not to rely on their parents.
Shucks. It's really hard for me to understand now. I mean, hello? Your girl here is already turning sixteen soon, and they're like treating me like a small kid. But I'm lucky not to have curfews, but money wise, damn.
Let's just cut it off. Fuck that I'm temperamental.
1. Sadly, I didn't really have so much time with my boyfriend today cause of school. He had his floorball training while I was in the cabin having extra lesson. Another hectic day of school has past, what worse is today's schedule was very tight. Ended school at 3pm, followed by extra lesson till four-thirty.
2. I miss my boyf. ):
Times and times again we always had a tiff. I felt like shit when you walked away. I'm sorry if I make you feel bad. I don't care if I can't have you all to myself. If only for a moment, for a night or just a day, or even for awhile I could spend my time with you, only you, I would take that chance.
I'm sorry if I shouted at you. I'm sorry if I neglected you. I'm sorry if I pushed you away. I'm sorry if I raised my voice to you.
I know sorry is just a word. Saying sorry but you'll tend to do it again and again. Thanks for being so patience and understanding. You know, so many things happened to us. And recently, it's really hard for me to face it. What's come to worst that your parents found out about us. Who's to be blamed? ME.
Dear god, why must this things always happened to me? What have I done wrong? Why do people don't accept me just because of my appearance in what I wear or how i dressed? WHY. I tried so hard to change in terms of my attitude, I don't want to hold any grudges towards people.
Sometimes I felt like there's no meanings in life anymore.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
hello, i just feel like blogging now eventhough i've to wake up early for school later on. and today was a blast, really had a great time with my boyf along with some friends. went to watch movie, haunting connecticut.. apparently it wasn't that scary only the sound effects. soyeah.
had dinner over at pizza hut like again. but this time we went to marina square. thing is, we really had a hard time choose the foods. really. i could easily describe that our table was th most chaotic. if its not about th price then it'll be about those varieties of foods. end up buying two large pizza with chicken drumlets.
it was.... unexplainable. yummeh. sadly, i the pictures are not with me yet.. so yeah stay tune. :)
second thing is, i kept whining to my boyf every time we walked past those adidas shop. cause i'm really so desperate to buy the slipper. i should have known, cause i didn't brought so much money. hopefully there will still stocks when i'm going to buy. pray hard.
what a great day today. thanks baby for all your treat.. really had a good time with you people. my boyf has already went to bed a minute ago. and my eyelids are getting heavier. off to bed now. nights.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Hello people.
I know that I've been missing and didn't update this useless blog. I've been busy recently, you know again and again its all about school. As predicted, school was such a pain the ass. Since it's already weekends, let's make this blog seem a little less dull. And, my tagboard is forever so dead. Tag please. :')
Anyway, you know what they say? 'The key to a man's heart is through their stomach.' Lol. I got this when I'm doing some research earlier on. Perhaps it may be true enough. On our firstmonth, eventually I had a bake fest over at Amanda's house the other day. For the first time, I actually baked cookies for my boyfriend. And yeah, he loved it. :)
There's some pictures during the process of baking, but I've no idea why she doesn't upload it.
Ass.
Oh before I forget,
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY,FAIZ.
Sorry that I actually forgot about your birthday until you text me and let me know.
haha, an old man who loves being so mean. :D I know you might be reading.
B, jangan jealous eh.
On a brighter note, I'm going out with my boyfriend tmrw. Like duh, double yayness! I really wish I have time with my own boyfriend. I miss him so much.
I know that I've been missing and didn't update this useless blog. I've been busy recently, you know again and again its all about school. As predicted, school was such a pain the ass. Since it's already weekends, let's make this blog seem a little less dull. And, my tagboard is forever so dead. Tag please. :')
Anyway, you know what they say? 'The key to a man's heart is through their stomach.' Lol. I got this when I'm doing some research earlier on. Perhaps it may be true enough. On our firstmonth, eventually I had a bake fest over at Amanda's house the other day. For the first time, I actually baked cookies for my boyfriend. And yeah, he loved it. :)
There's some pictures during the process of baking, but I've no idea why she doesn't upload it.
Ass.
Oh before I forget,
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY,FAIZ.
Sorry that I actually forgot about your birthday until you text me and let me know.
haha, an old man who loves being so mean. :D I know you might be reading.
B, jangan jealous eh.
On a brighter note, I'm going out with my boyfriend tmrw. Like duh, double yayness! I really wish I have time with my own boyfriend. I miss him so much.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
I just don't feel like blogging for now. Too many things happened and its really hard for me to handle now. Will be back only-god-knows-when.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Today,
Queensway>Khatib>Cineleisure>Lavender>Serangoon>Homed.
I went to Queensway with boyf and Fawzy to get something I've been eyeing on long time ago. Walked almost the whole mall but to no avail. How laborious can it be and secondly this twins here fought and didn't talk to each other. Laughoutloud. Had our lunch at Macd and went on searching. Still, don't have. Gosh. And then nvm, decided to go to Cineleisure after I accompanied my boyf t get change for his soccer. Reached there, the shop was closed for renovation or smth i guess. Ergh.
I even asked my boyf this,
why do all these shops doesn't allow me to buy? If its not about the size then it'll be whether they're selling or not. I mean, why are the shops don't want to earn money? Ergh. Sorry, i'm just feeling agitated. Whenever i've have the money, they don't sell. When i'm broke, they'll be selling.
Why why why? I still can't get over it.
Damn it.
Bid goodbye to boyf after I sent him to lavender and off to Serangoon. Met the buyer who I bought stuff online from. Went home, took the circle line. Its my first time traveling to the places i've never been to all alone. Haha, was lucky that i didn't lost my way.
Bumped into Syarah and her cousin plus Wenchieh. They asked where am I from, and you know what. My mind was totally lost, I couldn't even remember where I went just now. Seriously, I just looked at them and laughed. Bulls. What the hell is wrong with me?
Friday, July 3, 2009
This is the reason why I'm dead bored and has nothing to do. I was just browsing through the photobucket and i saw one editor. Since I'm bored and missing him right now, i decided to edit it that way. I don't know if you find it funny but seriously i couldn't stop laughing whenever i see the picture.
I'm wondering how if my boyfriend really look exactly like that. Laugh out laugh. I can bet many girls will go crazy over him. haha, i'm sure boyf's blood will boil after he read this. You know, he don't like being teased. :D Don't take it too hard, even if you're like that i'll still love you. NOT~
Anyway anyway, today's friday. Weekends are here and still waiting patiently what i'm going to do apart from meeting some buyer on saturday and sunday. I'll pretend to be excited and yes, partially am cause I don't have to drag myself up every morning. But hey, i didn't mention i don't like going to school eh so don't get me wrong. :D Just hoping that school will start later, i wished.
Practically, I had my English preliminary oral after school just now. Reading was okay, but when come to picture and conversation, seriously it was vividly abstruse. And i even asked the invigilator to keep rephrasing the sentence. Besides that, the weather. Pissed me off.
School, still the same as ever. I've grown taller :D
And i've been trying to pay more attention in class. Uh-huh, my moral victory! Well, still trying to improve. Four weeks to prelim 2, and about two months to N' levels. How fast.
