Monday, June 29, 2009
Hello people.
School has just started again today, and it was great. First day of school, we already laughed our asses off throughout. haha. WenChieh Harum, aku sayang kau kay :D And my boyfriend is still the same boyfriend who fetch me every morning to go to school and send me back home.
Only god knows how much I love you. Winks*
Anyway I've changed to publish only one post. If you readers didn't managed to read my previous post, then it will be through my archives yeah. (:
Saturday, June 27, 2009
As fucktup as we are,
I'm still gonna hold your hand and take you with me.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The other day I went to catch my boyfriend's soccer match against NFA with Syahmi and friends. And know what. The game started at 7pm, and we reached there at eight thirty. -,-
We even ran in to the school. Fifteen minutes is better than nothing. Well, that's my first time watching him shouting and playing. But initially, I didn't get to see the girl who tried to ask for my boyfriend's number.
HAHAHAHA.
Haiya haiya, I miss that boy up there. :/
Monday, June 22, 2009
Uh-huh, Life's a beach.
Last Saturday was greatly spent with my dearest babes to Siloso Beach for the beach party. The crowd was hilarious. Bumped into some familiar faces. How I wished my boyfriend went that day but its alright. He's still being a sweetheart boyfriend to send me all the way to Habourfront. :) But sadly, not all of my girls actually went.
So here are some of the pictures, there's more actually but I'm so lazy to upload all.
Everything was indeed fun except for the last part when we're going home. Hmm, about 9plus? The queue for the lrt(?) was frigging long, and before that me and Sofea went to 711, wanted to get a Gulp but this store here doesn't have any ice left which caused many people being stucked and cramped at the side waiting for this old man to actually top up. Coincidently, there's group of guys said, just grab and go. We were like, what the hell was that.
hahah, and know what. We actually did. We took two cups of Gulp and just walked off like nothing's wrong. HAHA. Alright, I know this is bad. Bleahs. But seriously, the store were full of poeple and no one even noticed. Ours isn't that bad compared to the guys mentioned earlier on, they even took four to five bottles of drink for FREE. Bulls.
Haha, once in a while. :D
So yeah, that's basically how my Saturday were like. And Sunday, went to meet my boyfriend. As usual. As well as today, met him at Btp. Chilled for hours before I sent him to Woodlands for his soccer.
And now what?
I feel like going swimming with my boyfriend.
hahahaha. There's so much things I wanted to do with him but sometimes it was just a hope.
What to do. Heh, i love you boyfriend.
Want to know something? I suddenly miss Wen-Chieh.
hahah.
Last Saturday was greatly spent with my dearest babes to Siloso Beach for the beach party. The crowd was hilarious. Bumped into some familiar faces. How I wished my boyfriend went that day but its alright. He's still being a sweetheart boyfriend to send me all the way to Habourfront. :) But sadly, not all of my girls actually went.
So here are some of the pictures, there's more actually but I'm so lazy to upload all.
Everything was indeed fun except for the last part when we're going home. Hmm, about 9plus? The queue for the lrt(?) was frigging long, and before that me and Sofea went to 711, wanted to get a Gulp but this store here doesn't have any ice left which caused many people being stucked and cramped at the side waiting for this old man to actually top up. Coincidently, there's group of guys said, just grab and go. We were like, what the hell was that.
hahah, and know what. We actually did. We took two cups of Gulp and just walked off like nothing's wrong. HAHA. Alright, I know this is bad. Bleahs. But seriously, the store were full of poeple and no one even noticed. Ours isn't that bad compared to the guys mentioned earlier on, they even took four to five bottles of drink for FREE. Bulls.
Haha, once in a while. :D
So yeah, that's basically how my Saturday were like. And Sunday, went to meet my boyfriend. As usual. As well as today, met him at Btp. Chilled for hours before I sent him to Woodlands for his soccer.
And now what?
I feel like going swimming with my boyfriend.
hahahaha. There's so much things I wanted to do with him but sometimes it was just a hope.
What to do. Heh, i love you boyfriend.
Want to know something? I suddenly miss Wen-Chieh.
hahah.
Friday, June 19, 2009
The short meet up with dearest boyfriend was fun. And now I already know that whenever he sleep, the mouth will be slightly open. HAHA. I took picture of it, but I don't want to be so mean showing that to him. And I even took one strand of my hair by putting it on his nose. You see, not only you can disturb me. Well, me too, fish.
I left for home at about three as he needs to go for his soccer. Anyway, I'm quite relieved that things are going to fine now. After reading through his blog, the recent post. I never want that to happen again too. Regardless of anything, you know, I'm still glad that you're around. I'm like so done with my ego right now.
Look,
I left for home at about three as he needs to go for his soccer. Anyway, I'm quite relieved that things are going to fine now. After reading through his blog, the recent post. I never want that to happen again too. Regardless of anything, you know, I'm still glad that you're around. I'm like so done with my ego right now.
Look,
Hahaha, so cute.
I suddenly have this feeling or urge to go picnic with my boyfriend.
Singapore flyer done. Movie done. Can I have this next, bby? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I suddenly have this feeling or urge to go picnic with my boyfriend.
Singapore flyer done. Movie done. Can I have this next, bby? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
18July, please come slowly. In fact I don't want you to even exist. Don't. Like I said I don't want my boyfriend to go. I accompanied him to take his passport photo earlier on just now and I already got the hint that it is for his international game.
Well, I don't want to be a wicked to stop him in pursuing his dreams. I'm proud of him, yes I really do. But I really can't have him so far away from me. Can someone teach me how am I supposed to accept this fact? But, I'm still trying to learn what's reality really meant to me though.
I would admit that I've always been a bitch to you. ALWAYS. I love finding fault with you and even make you angry. Whenever you shouted at me, you know that I was still holding back my tears. Every time we had a tiff, I'm scared to look at you. I'm scared to hug you. Why? idk.
Sometimes because of this, I could think that I don't deserve a boyfriend. I never meant to start a war cause I don't want to hurt you, in all ways. You know, this frustration and fear inside me? Why it always feels like a war? When we don't even know what are we fighting for besides me being an egoist.
I'm sorry.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
What a day, I stayed at home besides going to school in the morning and chilled under my block with my boyfriend and Dania just now before he go for his soccer. My day today... BO to-the-edge RING.(!!)
Firstly, No one at home.
Secondly, No food in the kitchen. I feels like going out to grab some food to eat, my stomach is already growling as I've yet to eat since morning. :/ But this kind of weather = lethargic.
Thirdly, my prepaid is running low. So this mean that I can't text bby 24/7 like how we used to. I'm only able to text him once in a while. WTF. Hopefully, I'm gonna get money by tmrw.
Being alone is not pleasant at all. Do things all by yourself. Eat alone, sleep alone, study alone.
It wasn't fun at all. I miss my bestfriend. I miss having dinner with her, I miss going study with her. I was becoming despondent on how things were going between my bestf and I. We ain't close like last time. I knew that its hard to turn back times, but I really wished I could. People changed, agree? I got no one to turn to now except for my boyfriend.
And in one month to come, approximately around there, he's gonna leave me for weeks as he going for his soccer. And it's not even in Spore which means I can't even text or call him or even meet him. I'm still wondering how will this moment will be like. So who am I left with? Only god knows. But I'm lucky to have my girlfriends out there to look for some hapiness. Eventhough I met them seldom or even one in awhile to catch things up.
How I wish I could stop the time now and let me do whatever I want till I'm satissfied then the time can work again. Fat hopes. Besides that, it'll never even gonna happen even I cried till blood tears or begging this to happen.
I don't want to feel that the time is rushing. I don't want to sit for N' level yet cause I'm not prepared and I don't want my boyfriend to go.
It was inconsolable.
I miss my boyfriend.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Hello earthlings.
It's half past twelve and I'm still awake. I just couldn't tugged in even though it's already quite late now. Anyway, monday which is today was tremendous. I had a date with dearest boyfriend. You just think of any words which is describe 'great'. And seriously it was a great time spent with him. ;)
I met him at around 2pm, at Khatib. Had a long journey to The Cathay to buy our movie tickets.
The thing that pissed me off is that the scotching hot and obviously sweat was pouring. Bought the five-thirty show for the Drag Me To Hell. I rate 4/5. Some parts was scary but certain part was kinda boring.
But before we watched the movie, as you can see from my previous post that I've been dying to ride the Singapore Flyer with my boyf. Eventually I did! Thumbs up* Even though we had a hard time searching for that place, I'm still satissfied. (: Bby paid for both tickets, Movie and Spore flyer. How sweet. Thank you so much <3 But on the other side, I was becoming despondent that I didn't brought my digital camera along. That means I've to snap pictures using my own phone which seriously a low quality. Damn. After a long hectic day, we had our dinner at Plaza Sing, PizzaHut to pacify our growling stomachs. After so long I finally had a regular Pepperoni pizza. :D After dinner, home sweet home.
Everything seemed so surreal as I had never felt this strong attachment and tenderness towards a guy. I had a so great day with you boyfriend. (:
Ergh. Bby has gone to sleep long time ago and I miss him already.
Plus, I'm schooling later.
Goodnight.