I was emotionally disturbed today. Well.. literally. Many things happened today that I just feel to let my guard down and cry, but no. I did not. Fcuk that I lost my ego to all my friends. I've been down with a really serious case of stomach cramps since morning till now. I already ate my both breakfast and lunch, but why this cramps is still sooo unbearable? Damn.
I stayed back after school with my friends to practice my shots for Netball since we'll be having a match against Temasek Sec tomorrow. Bby is being such a sweetheart to wait for me and he even joined us. ;D Played for an hour and went home.

I took a shower, and went online instead of doing tons of homework which is to be done by tomorrow.

*Art coursework.
*Mother Tongue Comprehension.
*History Assignments.

What else? What else? Okay, no. That's about it.
It's already almost to six yet I'm still here using the Desktop. Bby is having his soccer traning,
fifty-six minutes has past, I already miss him so much.
So, how?

Two days of break yet it felt like nothing ordinary. I stayed at home to finish up my Art coursework. Actually, about seven more months until I'm unshackled from the heart-wrenching N levels, I've yet to revise.

Could life get any worse?

I just got back my results since I dragged it till today. I am honestly appalled by the results I got, somehow, I was never happy even though I've passed all my subjects except for Mother tongue. My own language, ridiculous isn't it?

Hmm yeah. Anyway, school felt short today. Ends early and I went back straight as bby sent me home. *Winks. I took a shower and went online. So here am I.. I've been blog-hopping since just now. Everything seems so mundane so I've decided to make a new blog for myself cause I don't want bitches yang tak perlu to read this lovable piece of mine. I'd gamble it to be exposed to the public but nah, not anymore. But hey, I'm still going to update this blog though.





I regretted for what I've did yesterday. I don't blame you cause my intentions were never true. I know I did something awful but why are you still so scared? You did the right thing, and it's my fault that I throwed my temper on you just because you nagged at me. I know, you care. I've never had a thought of leaving you just because of that. What matters now is, I really love you. And I'm truly sorry.

Anyway, two days ago. Wednesday and it feels like Saturday.
I enjoyed myself and I hope they did too.


Monday ; Yeexin's 16th Birthday Party.


I miss Fawwaz, how?

I miss baby. I'm exhilarated yet upset.
I miss my girlfriends, I'm really hoping that every one of them can make it on Wed. I'd love to see them once again. Especially Sofea.

Alright, I'll be going to YeexinChan birthday party soon. Meeting Amandabird at five-thirty and I'm still not change. Gooood.

Today was the calling of the last day on school for this term. God bless me. School ends very very early today, 10am. Last day of school = parents teacher conference. My parents didn't turned up for PTC cause they're busy. Andandand.. I was told that I can't get my result slip until my form teacher meet my parents. Bullcrap.

So, after school I accompanied bby to wait for his parents to arrive. He's whack, you know. The only thing that he knows how to do is, bully. What else? What else? Well, I felt so crazy just sitting next to him today. HAHA.

I went home after that, I bathed and rolled around in bed until two plus. Received a call from bby, I felt like a bucket full of remorse knowing that he is not able to text me until only-god-knows-when due to unpaid bills. Damn you. :P But I'm glad that he's taking the iniative to call me using his house phone. Gee. Love you!

Oh, and guess what? I've so many hilarious pictures taken yesterday. It was a stupid act but I'm sure having these people right next to me made convinced that even the stupidest things could turn into something worthwhile. HAHA. Enjoy.



It's going to rain again. A few reasons that I hate this weather because firstly, it really makes me miss baby. Secondly, he will be going for his soccer and I don't want him to keep brooding about the weather through text message later. Thirdly, he's already sick nd I don't him to be more sick.

Even if it will later, I don't want you to stand under the cold rain and I can't have you falling ill. See, do you know how much I care for you? *Hugs

School ends early today. I never knew how exactly to be dependable on my own.
I always feared of losing companionship but today seemed fine. I went home alone and straight after school since baby already went home earlier cause he reported sick. I miss you. Don't ask me why cause I really do. Anyway,


You may think that it's pretty awkward that I actually wished you. Even if we've not talked with each other for so long, I'll still consider you as my friend. (:

It's raining again..

Fifty-two minutes has past, and I'm still counting.
Anyway, I've got some pictures to share. Taken last Saturday. To top it off, I had a great time with you people. (:





Looking at those foods, my stomach started to growl. Ohhh, Foods.

Oh, and this week will be the last day of school. Yeyyz! That means, holidays is coming up. But heck, I doubt I will have any leisure time. I'm sure that I have to go back to school for remedial class, CCAs nd such. Besides that, I've got a lot to catch up in my studies. See, everyone knows I'm still tripping.