I didn't turned up for netball training today, firstly I'm lazy. Secondly, me nd Sherra had make th plans not to. Woken up by th coach's call at around nine in th morning, but I didn't pick it up nd get back to sleep. I dazed for an hour, nd woken up by F text message at eleven. I rolled around for another five minutes and decided to wake up and get my ass off th bed nd took th Storybook which I just bought yesterday. That's my new addiction, I don't know why. Dope, I sounded like a good girl. Ha ha. Since I've no plans for today, so I guess it will another day rotting at home. Either sending F bby text messages, watching tv, online, eat, sleep. God, sucks enough.

Anyway yesterday was such a mundane, totally mundane. Just that I headed to Safra with F nd th others for a chill even it's only for awhile. I'm so bummed from home walking to th Safra yesterday. Honestly, I've never been this shagged from going out. I came home at four in the afternoon and slept until seven. When I woke up, I just did my washed up nd headed to Novena to send somethings to my sister workplace. Pathetic siaaaaaaa, alone. I went just for th sake of getting a new Bebe top from her soon! Hahaha, great. I saved alot. No offense, sister. To that extent, the boss just called me to reconfirm with my new schedule. I'll be working on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Saves th burden, I tell you!

Tomorrow will be fucking friday, nd I need to go to work in th morning. I felt pretty upset knowing that I can't meet F baby tomorrow. I'm under a bucket full of remorse. I can tell you that I'm tearing my eyes for this mundane blog entry but I really should be honest with you.

Well, alright. It's okay to be ignorant but just tell me when you're feeling better. At least I wouldn't have to worry so much about handling your feelings. Who's being selfish now? I've apologized nd it's still not enough? You're expecting me knee down on you? Better not, girl.