Friday, November 28, 2008
To my sayanggggggggggggggggggg(s) who helped me about that fucking UNKNOWN, thank you thank you so much.
Anyway UNKNOWN, you're seriously being so unreasonable. My wish say the word 'shagged' in my blog. I know the meaning that's the reason why I'm using it in my post. Shagged is simple basic english, everyone knows and use it. So what's your problem now? If you're lack of vocabs, have some time reading dictionary.
I'm not excluding myself because I've been stupid as well.
I didn't go to work today, other than pretending to be sick, I'm pretty lazy. And that's th bottom line. Sighs. I can tolerate my laziness, but not incompetence. I miss Marissa nd I miss working with Nabillah. Alright so yesterday, I went to The Sallys gig, nd it was great. But but but.. I didn't went it th crowd. Despite having so little space, peoples still forcing the crowd. Ohhh, great people. I went to Queensway with Amandaaaaaa, Naddy nd Apian. We went on searching for my slipper but to no avail. Shit.
Oh yes, before all that, went to meet F baby under my void deck along with Fawzy nd Syahmi.
I brought Dania along with me since F wanting to see her. I gagged and laugh when she don't want being with any of them. rofl
When I look into your eyes I see everything true.
When I see you, I feel all of you,
When I kiss you everything goes right,
When I hold your hand, I've to hold on tight.
When we first met I don't know what to do,
when we first met I didn't know the true you.
We've been friend nd the best of friends,
Now that we are together I hope our friendship will never ends.
You're here, and I feel we shall never part,
But baby remember always and forever I love you with all my heart.
and to you,
Oh yes, I can't deny that I miss you so much. Can this friendship last long? *cross fingers* I hope you know who I'm referring to. She was the best friend, and she'll never be forgotten.
I miss you more than words can say,
I think of you each single day,
I love you like my sister and friend,
I'll always love you till th end,
The more I think, the more I weep,
atleast I have memories to keep,
I know we'll meet soon again enough,
but I can't wait cause this is tough,
everytime I see a pretty flower,
I think of you then my eyes shower,
every time I took out my photo pile,
I look at you and me and I smile,
All the memories I hold in my heart,
no need to miss you, we're not apart.
I'll be out later, somewhere. Mood gantengz.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
I seriously had enough of this, brooding about a job i've got? You get offended about what i've said? You ask me to get a life? You dislike my character? And you said I'm criticizing people who don't have a job? Open up your freaking brain and think, will you? Look who's talking now. Firstly, you're the one who should get a life. I shouldn't have blog about you in the first place because I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU, mysterious twat. If you dislike my character, what the hell for you keep coming into my own blog and keep reading every post which I've blogged? I mean, if you don't like it then back off alright. It's a simple thing to do. It's my right to insist that you acknowledge my existence in th first place but you're just displays complete lake of respect! If you dare enough to come up here and confront me up-right, as if you're being some kind-of-a-big-deal blog bully, then stop impersonating yourself as a hopper or whatever shit.
I'm so sick and tired to play nice already. Whatever grudges that you've been holding on about me, get over it. If you're not happy, you go fuck with that. I've no time for arguments and apologies. For god sake. I condemn pussies who talk big but move so little. You get what I mean? Don't get insulted though. Because I don't even know what this HOPPER here wants from me. Though, I solely glad that you off your time everyday, just to keep reading my blog.
Oh, and everyone should stop asking about what's going on between me and Fawwaz. Because I think it's doesn't concern you and effect you at all. Stop asking me cause I don't know where I stand either.
I'm done with it. If you still want to find fault with me, don't fight over my tagboard. Find me.
Anyway, I forced myself to wake up early today. Baby gave me a morning call. You're so sweet, always. Took a shower and off to meet my netballers for th netball so called 'carnival'. We're supposed to meet at 0645, surprisingly, I came early and th second person to arrive, first time ever... Can you believe it? lmao. But but but, we traveled so far yet we played only a game which last for only fifteen minutes? Kay, pathetic. Firstly because th first school walk over. Besides that, our two shooters aren't there.
Second game was quite tough. F baby was there too. And it's like finally I get to meet him after 123456789 days. By the way, I wouldn't consider myself as a shooter, anymore. I can't and thanks to me for screwing up the whole team today. Cause I've tried put in goals alot of times, never succeeded. Alright, I'm useless. I know. Ooooooooooooooooooooooh, I'm tripping!
Anyho, I went to Apian's party yesterday with Naddy, Elyssa nd Rattna. And I enjoyed their company after weeks since I last met them. They're still the same, joker as ever. Zul who also known as Abg subcrew, rofl. Pandai blink-blink siaOWwWwW. Lmao.
So, let's back to square one, I'm getting bored right now. I felt so bored that I thought I could die since I didn't have anyone to talk to except for F baby. *roll eyes* Even that won't be long, he's away, far far far far away. Alright, no. He's just away for two hours. Rofl. I feels he'll be away for two years. Better not.
I guess, I think I should have some rest now. I'm seriously shagged, and my body's aching. I still need to go to work tomorrow. Horse shit. Bye.
I'm so sick and tired to play nice already. Whatever grudges that you've been holding on about me, get over it. If you're not happy, you go fuck with that. I've no time for arguments and apologies. For god sake. I condemn pussies who talk big but move so little. You get what I mean? Don't get insulted though. Because I don't even know what this HOPPER here wants from me. Though, I solely glad that you off your time everyday, just to keep reading my blog.
Oh, and everyone should stop asking about what's going on between me and Fawwaz. Because I think it's doesn't concern you and effect you at all. Stop asking me cause I don't know where I stand either.
I'm done with it. If you still want to find fault with me, don't fight over my tagboard. Find me.
Anyway, I forced myself to wake up early today. Baby gave me a morning call. You're so sweet, always. Took a shower and off to meet my netballers for th netball so called 'carnival'. We're supposed to meet at 0645, surprisingly, I came early and th second person to arrive, first time ever... Can you believe it? lmao. But but but, we traveled so far yet we played only a game which last for only fifteen minutes? Kay, pathetic. Firstly because th first school walk over. Besides that, our two shooters aren't there.
Second game was quite tough. F baby was there too. And it's like finally I get to meet him after 123456789 days. By the way, I wouldn't consider myself as a shooter, anymore. I can't and thanks to me for screwing up the whole team today. Cause I've tried put in goals alot of times, never succeeded. Alright, I'm useless. I know. Ooooooooooooooooooooooh, I'm tripping!
Anyho, I went to Apian's party yesterday with Naddy, Elyssa nd Rattna. And I enjoyed their company after weeks since I last met them. They're still the same, joker as ever. Zul who also known as Abg subcrew, rofl. Pandai blink-blink siaOWwWwW. Lmao.
So, let's back to square one, I'm getting bored right now. I felt so bored that I thought I could die since I didn't have anyone to talk to except for F baby. *roll eyes* Even that won't be long, he's away, far far far far away. Alright, no. He's just away for two hours. Rofl. I feels he'll be away for two years. Better not.
I guess, I think I should have some rest now. I'm seriously shagged, and my body's aching. I still need to go to work tomorrow. Horse shit. Bye.
Friday, November 21, 2008
I could never deny that I had a bad day today. Seriously, turned off, bad day. I've no mood to elaborate my day in brief but I'm just going to say that fucking friday sucks big time. I worked alone today alongside the boss's sister. Marissa wasn't at the same level as me. Throughout the seven hours, all I could think of is to finish fast and go home. I was feeling God Damn shagged cause I didn't managed to rest my legs throughout. Some customers really makes my blood boiling, I tell you! Grrrr.
Annnnd oh, about this mundane blog. I guess I knew that it's my own free will about how I react to the online community but.. I thank you, my faithful stalkers, who have been stalking me for the past week. beusfbgs: you work also dont need to put it here right??show off sia-.- Hahaha, you're seriously making me laugh. I'm showing off? God. I was like, What the hell fo? And yes, this is my blog, sweetheart. I doubts you understand simple english though. Get a freaking life.. I got a job which something I can earn rather than you having an earn-less job, going round people's blog, spamming. Well little twat, you gain nothing, NOTHING. Or wait, maybe you're just someone who was unemployed so now you're jealous of me. Hahahaha. Back off kid.
Hmmm okay, I don't want to be a blog bully. Never.
I'm fishing bored. It's friday, and can you believe that I'm at home? Haaaa. Plans was canceled last minute. I'm sorry, Apian. And thousand apologize if I couldn't make it to your 17th birthday party on Sunday. I want to but I'm working. Somehow I supposed to meet him up today to pass his birthday present, but I was down-right exhausted from work just now and decided to head home straight. Pian, if you're reading this than I just want to wish you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! , in advance.
and and also to your brocore birthday which is today,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, AJUN !
(Sorry man, I don't have your picture.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! , in advance.
and and also to your brocore birthday which is today,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, AJUN !
(Sorry man, I don't have your picture.)
That's all I've to blog. Last but not least, baby is sleeping. I hope he will wake up remembering me who was dead bored right here, nd me who fucking miss him alot. Geeeee!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I didn't turned up for netball training today, firstly I'm lazy. Secondly, me nd Sherra had make th plans not to. Woken up by th coach's call at around nine in th morning, but I didn't pick it up nd get back to sleep. I dazed for an hour, nd woken up by F text message at eleven. I rolled around for another five minutes and decided to wake up and get my ass off th bed nd took th Storybook which I just bought yesterday. That's my new addiction, I don't know why. Dope, I sounded like a good girl. Ha ha. Since I've no plans for today, so I guess it will another day rotting at home. Either sending F bby text messages, watching tv, online, eat, sleep. God, sucks enough.
Anyway yesterday was such a mundane, totally mundane. Just that I headed to Safra with F nd th others for a chill even it's only for awhile. I'm so bummed from home walking to th Safra yesterday. Honestly, I've never been this shagged from going out. I came home at four in the afternoon and slept until seven. When I woke up, I just did my washed up nd headed to Novena to send somethings to my sister workplace. Pathetic siaaaaaaa, alone. I went just for th sake of getting a new Bebe top from her soon! Hahaha, great. I saved alot. No offense, sister. To that extent, the boss just called me to reconfirm with my new schedule. I'll be working on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Saves th burden, I tell you!
Tomorrow will be fucking friday, nd I need to go to work in th morning. I felt pretty upset knowing that I can't meet F baby tomorrow. I'm under a bucket full of remorse. I can tell you that I'm tearing my eyes for this mundane blog entry but I really should be honest with you.
Well, alright. It's okay to be ignorant but just tell me when you're feeling better. At least I wouldn't have to worry so much about handling your feelings. Who's being selfish now? I've apologized nd it's still not enough? You're expecting me knee down on you? Better not, girl.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Working was fine for th last two days since I've made friends with a completely new set of crew. Shared some laughs and no regrets, at all. I'll be working from seventy-thirty till nine-thirty starting from this Saturday onwards. The first day of work(saturday), I was feeling totally shagged throughout my schedule because I did not rest my legs since I was trying so hard just to understand what my job was all about, nd secondly because I wore a shoe nd it gaves me blister on both legs. If anyone needs me, I'm sorry I'm better off working! hahah. But I'll be taking only on weekends, so I'm able t catch up with my babes on th weekdays.(if only) Amanda and Rach wants t work at the same place as me, but it's was fcuking full according to Amanda. -,- Anyway th both of you, I'll try nd check for you again soon kay. B b b b, my job is selling postcards! Rofl.
I said push cart nd he heard postcards.
Well, I'm glad that things have been great around. My birthday is coming soon. Well, outing will be arranged and for those who deliberately ditched me before, Don't bother to expect any form of invitation from me.
Oh anyway, I met baby just now. Time spent with him was a complete bliss, no doubt. Time was running really really fast. Gantung siaxzxzxz, while he's sending me home, we saw this ah pek who was so God damn cute, I can say. Was walking then suddenly he said, 'b, tengok mate die.' His eyes were at th center, sorry. I don't know how t put in an appropriate sentence. Don't get insulted though. rofl. F was trying not to laugh but I did. Reached under th void deck, saw my mum nd sister. They went off, chatted with him before he go off, nd here I am, sitting staring on th screen. I did not go online, I'm plain nd lazy. My body was aching from the disheartening amount of rest I got for today. I'm down-right exhausted yet I don't sense the need of getting some rest. Hmm, let me get it done with this post and tag reaplies first before I'm getting myself doze off at anytime soon.
I've got a few pictures here with me, by right there's still more than this. And I'm clueless why F didn't bother to upload all. -,-
Well, I'm glad that things have been great around. My birthday is coming soon. Well, outing will be arranged and for those who deliberately ditched me before, Don't bother to expect any form of invitation from me.
Oh anyway, I met baby just now. Time spent with him was a complete bliss, no doubt. Time was running really really fast. Gantung siaxzxzxz, while he's sending me home, we saw this ah pek who was so God damn cute, I can say. Was walking then suddenly he said, 'b, tengok mate die.' His eyes were at th center, sorry. I don't know how t put in an appropriate sentence. Don't get insulted though. rofl. F was trying not to laugh but I did. Reached under th void deck, saw my mum nd sister. They went off, chatted with him before he go off, nd here I am, sitting staring on th screen. I did not go online, I'm plain nd lazy. My body was aching from the disheartening amount of rest I got for today. I'm down-right exhausted yet I don't sense the need of getting some rest. Hmm, let me get it done with this post and tag reaplies first before I'm getting myself doze off at anytime soon.
I've got a few pictures here with me, by right there's still more than this. And I'm clueless why F didn't bother to upload all. -,-
B if you're reading this, smile a little. I love you.
To;unknown: hey , just want know , since when did you and fawwaz been together ? just want know . a friend of fawwaz . lost contact though .
Ziraa ; Sorry, don't get this wrong. Me nd fawwaz are not together. So yeah, but may I know, you are? (:
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I've finally got a job, but it's seems pretty far for me, as it's at Habourfront. Literally, the manager said that I have to start this Saturday at seven am. I mean, god damn it. Is there any shopping mall opened at that point of time? Haha. I got excited when Sofea getting into the same job as me, but not that excited, cause we'll be working at different level. $5/- per hour, isn't that bad afterall. Nonetheless, I will getting daily pay. So I'll be working for Fourteen hours(7am-9pm) for both Saturday nd Sunday. Screwed! And I will have least time spending with my girls. Other than that, I've already planned on what t spend on, at this rate if didn't manage to buy th Adidas shoe I've eyed on long ago, then I've got nothing to say already. It's pathetic if you know how I've been brooding myself in getting a job.
So... Just now I went for netball training, I force myself up this morning since dad also give a morning call. I wasn't late for th first time! Haha. Alright, not really. Training was mundane, maybe partly because of th dreary weather which makes me totally fcuk up. We didn't even have th chance to get on court eventhough we'll be having Netball Carnival at Kallang this Monday. Another tiring day, I bet. Need to be in school around six forty-five? Damn. Here I am, Yawning.
Anyway, You would never believe this! Baby said this ;
All I just can say is I miss you baby . Meet up soon aye .
I know, he's so sweet. Forever so sweet. I just want you to know that you've been the best.
Gee! I love you, b!
So here are th pictures taken few days ago. Youthpark.
I miss my girls, alot.
Alright, things are getting better between me nd Faiz. After so long, we chatted once again just now. Anyway, I'm glad that you still using th wallet i gave you for your birthday! ^^
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Hello.
I woke up pretty late today, I woke up around eleven plus going to twelve. Maybe because I sleep quite late lastnight. Till I woke up with a buzzing headache this morning. Ah, fucking saturday was super gerek siaowww, unexpectedly. How i wish my Saturday will always be like that. And yeah, I also would like t thanks all my girls who's there on that day. Sadly, Ramram hamlao, Amanda nd Vanessa weren't there. I had so much fun. Geee, I can't help myself! Yaheho, the remains stayed at Esplanade's roof top and we totally crapped until nine-thirty.
Here are some of the pictures, I didn't managed t upload all. It's too many, if you people want t see all just go to Sofea's blog. Heehahohuha. I sounded like a sour whore, sorry. I'm just too lazy.
Deanna said Majidei ! hahaha (I don't know if I spell it correctly.)
And all this pictures (below), are random. We imitate some chinese, primary school kids way of taking pictures.
Sofea Syaffy Elyssa Deanna Rohayu Hid Naddy.
It's raining, and that's the reason why I'm fcuking lazy t get up and follow my Family who's out for lunch at Northpoint. So I decided t stay in instead. Day 2 staying in, nd I'm still alive.
But even staying at home, I thought I could more peace. Hell no. I shall keep in mind that I shall only do chores that belong to me. And my own responsibilities just to shut my parents up.
Sorry for my language.
Alright just now when I get online, every conversation sent was deliberately ignored by me. HAHAH. Sorry. I promised myself to get back on them once I'm done blogging. But I'm being so good hearted to chat with Fawzy awhile. I don't know what's the reason he send me this song,Yangku cinta padamu. Haha, I gagged and laughed bile die cakap die suke gelek. And he told me to keep quiet because he dance to that song at home and not in public. God. But it feels good to know that your friend is eccentric.That makes him one of a kind, don't you agree? Hahahaha, Baek fawzy.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm missing F baby now. It's been days since I last met him. I wonder if he miss me too. But I'm still happy to hear his voice for half an hour last night. ^^
B b b b b ! If you're reading i just want to say I love you!
32 more days to my birthday, I've yet t decide where I'm going to celebrate this year.
I still need some suggestions, if you have any, please tag! ;D
I woke up pretty late today, I woke up around eleven plus going to twelve. Maybe because I sleep quite late lastnight. Till I woke up with a buzzing headache this morning. Ah, fucking saturday was super gerek siaowww, unexpectedly. How i wish my Saturday will always be like that. And yeah, I also would like t thanks all my girls who's there on that day. Sadly, Ramram hamlao, Amanda nd Vanessa weren't there. I had so much fun. Geee, I can't help myself! Yaheho, the remains stayed at Esplanade's roof top and we totally crapped until nine-thirty.
Here are some of the pictures, I didn't managed t upload all. It's too many, if you people want t see all just go to Sofea's blog. Heehahohuha. I sounded like a sour whore, sorry. I'm just too lazy.
Deanna said Majidei ! hahaha (I don't know if I spell it correctly.)
And all this pictures (below), are random. We imitate some chinese, primary school kids way of taking pictures.
Sofea Syaffy Elyssa Deanna Rohayu Hid Naddy.
It's raining, and that's the reason why I'm fcuking lazy t get up and follow my Family who's out for lunch at Northpoint. So I decided t stay in instead. Day 2 staying in, nd I'm still alive.
But even staying at home, I thought I could more peace. Hell no. I shall keep in mind that I shall only do chores that belong to me. And my own responsibilities just to shut my parents up.
Sorry for my language.
Alright just now when I get online, every conversation sent was deliberately ignored by me. HAHAH. Sorry. I promised myself to get back on them once I'm done blogging. But I'm being so good hearted to chat with Fawzy awhile. I don't know what's the reason he send me this song,Yangku cinta padamu. Haha, I gagged and laughed bile die cakap die suke gelek. And he told me to keep quiet because he dance to that song at home and not in public. God. But it feels good to know that your friend is eccentric.That makes him one of a kind, don't you agree? Hahahaha, Baek fawzy.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm missing F baby now. It's been days since I last met him. I wonder if he miss me too. But I'm still happy to hear his voice for half an hour last night. ^^
B b b b b ! If you're reading i just want to say I love you!
32 more days to my birthday, I've yet t decide where I'm going to celebrate this year.
I still need some suggestions, if you have any, please tag! ;D
Friday, November 7, 2008
Hello Readers, I'm sorry for th late update. I've no sudden urge yet I'm still updating. I didn't even have time to touch the computer nor online these days. All my previous post which I don't think concern you people, you might have read it. I'm sorry to be so opened in the cyberworld. Cause that's the only way I could do. And th person who even blogged about it, it's not me. I asked Fawwaz to do it for me. But it's on my own words just that I told him t post it for me. And to people who thought that I'm th one who helped him post in his blog, think before you say. Anyway Fawwaz, I'm quite impressive in your english though. Woken up by Yann's message asking me whether I'm going for th gig. After that I quickly get up nd get online since sister was away today.
So I've missed blogging for almost two weeks. Right, I'm happy that everything's getting on th right track now. I've got my bestfriend back. And I've already received a text from Sofea who I've been waiting for 123456789 days lastnight. Thank God. That's all I need now.
I won't elaborate more I've did couples of days ago. Let's just talk about yesterday, I went out
with those three hunks. Fawwaz, Fawzy, Hanafee. They're whack, seriously. Enough for making me laugh non stop. I don't know why I'm in th good mood yesterday. Starbucks was unforgettable ; Four people drink SEVEN drinks? Hilarious. We ordered wrongly, syabas kepada Hanafee dan Fawzy! hahahah. And it cost us almost to thirty-five bucks. *Faints.
In th end, we didn't even get to finish up all.
And today, instead of going to Noisy November, I'll be going to Vivo. I won't hesitate since I miss my girlfriends alot eventhough in this dreary weather. It's makes me lazy, but I don't care. I hope everything won't screwed up.
Look at Baby's face. Even if your face were like that, I'm still gonna love you though.
hahahah.
I'm out of it. Would I bother about it anymore? NOT.
hahahah.
I'm out of it. Would I bother about it anymore? NOT.